World????should i give up

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيمِ (١)
(In the Name of Allâh, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.)

(QS. Huud: 106-108)

فَأَمَّا الَّذِينَ شَقُوا فَفِي النَّارِ لَهُمْ فِيهَا زَفِيرٌ وَشَهِيقٌ (١٠٦)

106. as for those who are wretched, they will be In the Fire, sighing In a High and low tone.

خَالِدِينَ فِيهَا مَا دَامَتِ السَّمَاوَاتُ وَالأرْضُ إِلا مَا شَاءَ رَبُّكَ إِنَّ رَبَّكَ فَعَّالٌ لِمَا يُرِيدُ (١٠٧)

107. they will Dwell therein for All the time that the heavens and the earth endure, except as Your Lord wills. Verily, Your Lord is the doer of what He wills.

وَأَمَّا الَّذِينَ سُعِدُوا فَفِي الْجَنَّةِ خَالِدِينَ فِيهَا مَا دَامَتِ السَّمَاوَاتُ وَالأرْضُ إِلا مَا شَاءَ رَبُّكَ عَطَاءً غَيْرَ مَجْذُوذٍ (١٠٨)

108. and those who are blessed, they will be In Paradise, abiding therein for All the time that the heavens and the earth endure, except as Your Lord will, a gift without an end.

we have to thinking again with what will doing.yes..i know sometimes i feel like i wanna dying ..i cant hold anymore..about all the fear,painfull,angry,sadness, i hate that..and i have been tired of being all alone
i hate to crying..i wanna dying..but i have to realized that i should to faced it all..astagfirllah..
im a sinner so im not worth it to talk about like that..
try try try and try to be better people..it's hard..try to make people around me happy..try to make them not disapointed to me...yes people who i love..
im not ready to left this world even though its so hard but im not ready..what i have done???did they enough to i bring go to the beyond??
and i can answer : "nothing..still nothing what i had done before..and im still cant bring anything"


so i should to survive..keep fighting for my life