complicated

The first word for when I just thinking now.it' feel so wierd right now, I don't know feel emptyness,worry,my body like shaking coz my heartbeat like unusual.
Sometimes I feel like a kite, they pull me but they let me fly also.great a game!realy playing me.I don't understand with people around me now.
However I realise maybe they can say that I'm bored girl. Ouh god I'm absurd now
This year realy hard for me. I have to strugle. Hard and keep it until the end. But I can't do that just alone. (Sigh) I hate that word.I need people care of me give me attention.
Ouhh great im dreaming.it is such as need something imposible,but probably not.
Am I deserve it?
I don't know realy. God I don't know what I have to do now and after.I think that I realy can
Rely on this thing to people around me, just only u can help me. Give me way ...how??
I need you ya rabb.
When in mybirthday this month,that was feel not realy good.who people realy have big impact for me.he acted wierd until few days, not exactly,emmm have been more than a week.
What this is all about, I wanna open my eyes when I waked up in the morning. But I didn't realy want actualy
Everything like abstrak, I don't know how to explain or describe what I feel now, yesterday, lately..ouhh god its freaking me out

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saturday alone again

today emm i dont now what i have to call it..lucky or bad luck...today i was interview for getting job.i dont know what i have to do again..so i think i need a job..even part time is ok..i need this job until the graduate.ok leave about that
i feel so empty now..im tired and sick about all of this..i dont know what iam thinking exactly now..just feel so lonely...sadness ,emptyness..those like my bad friends for me..i need to can figure it out..to find something can make me feel CHANGE.or i dont know..this is realy sucks!!!i realy need ur help god..becasause everything just will be nothing,imposible and doesn't mean anything without ur blessing..im tired here..i just like wanna running away...away from all the things..God i hope that i can realy make all my dreams to be come true..i won't fall again..i know that everything is like so hard to through it.
sometimes that i feel like i dont know why iam here..live here..and alive..this world realy complicated..so many things that i cannot solve it.
and this is realy crazy life...
iam sit here..front of computer again..and still dont know what will happen tomorow...die or still live and through somethings again..
emmm i know that it's sound like a proud..so dare said like that..but im not ,this is the reality..this is what i feel..but i dont wanna be proud people..because if give me question that "do u wanna die tomorow?"of course NOT i say. iam still not enaugh to can responsibility of what i was doing here to be a human being.,,
so that's realy complicated huuhhhh??
i dont know later soon as possible it will be worse or better..
all the things..

im still have chance...to can make it good and better and better...happily ever and after

CV Dini Nur Endah

	CURRICULUM VITAE Top of Form Bottom of Form
	Contact Info
	Name Address	: :	Dini Nur Endah Jl. Mig Raya No.11 A, Melong Green Garden. Cimahi selatan(Cijerah), Bandung 40534 Bandung, Indonesia.
	Telephone No.	:	62- 22- 6002415
	Mobile No.	:	62- 22-91685405
	Email	:	dini_nur3ndah@yahoo.com
	Personal Particulars
	Age	:	21 years
	Nationality Marital Status Date of Birth	: : :	Indonesia Single 6 July 1989
	Gender	:	Female
	Permanent Residence	:	Indonesia
	Educational Background
	1994 – 1995 1995 – 2001	: :	Kindergarten in Sukabumi SDN Karya Bhakti 1 Cimahi ( elementary school)
	2001 – 2004	:	SMPN 25 Bandung ( junior high school)
	2004 – 2007 2007 – until now	: :	SMAN 13 Bandung ( Senior High School) Indonesia Computer University (UNIKOM) Major in Accounting
	Located In	:	Indonesia
	Languages
	Bahasa Indonesia     English
	Additional Info
	- Good communication and interpersonal skill - Willing to learn something new - Able to work independently or as a member of a group - Able to work under pressure - Hard working - Trustworthy - Dynamic and high motivation - Able to speak English - Computer Literate - Good Looking

 

Bandung, 2010

Dini Nur Endah

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wednesday night

cold...sleepy..silent..tired..and FED UP
hah???
try to figure it out all the think make me fed up..
left it
making every kind of silent..
everybody has same think like what i think..
sometime we can happy in out side..but i dont think so in inside..laughing but actualy not..smile but actualy wanna cry..emm complicated world..and every body never knows about me..me the same
i already think how can make it like always enjoy it..because trouble it always be our friend..we cannot go away from that..because we never know..
but..if u wanna feel happy u have to feel how is that painful..
if u wanna know how is that laugh u have to know how is that crying..
painful, fearful, happy everykind emmotions..we have to know and feel that..

emmm love????betrayed????cheat????faithfull????


feelings that nobody not care to me ..emmm ok i can say that is normal...
but why i have to always feel that...

sleepy.....